hmm maybe kumagawa misogi from medaka box? obviously i'm nothing so extreme, but i feel like i'm often very negative about myself and have a mindset of self-sabotage/self-fulfilling prophecies;; but like him i also don't want to stay like that and i think i've been getting better lately, so i relate to his character arc (where he tries to become less minus and tries to achieve satisfaction/happiness) in that respect as well c:

taking iino doue07 please!